love.

1st august, almost a year he has been there, in Japan.

Since he was gone, i feel really empty. He used to be with me sometimes before. He made me happy. He made me feel different and he made me fall in love.

But when he told me that he was going to leave Brunei for his scholarship, i was shock!!! berabisssss. And guess what? It is for 3 years, omg!!! I was really down at that time. I was afraid to lose him and now, still im afraid.

He havent said 'goodbye' to me =( ...
And oneday, my sist mimi told me that she met him. Itshocked me up!! And guess what? He asked abt me. He asked me to takecare. My sist said that he was like to say something but he didnt continue it and IWANT TO KNOWWWWW ='(((

Once, that night, i didnt want to go online. But my heart was gatal to go online, then i went. By the time i sign in, the first nick that i saw was his nick. I was like to pengsan. He was the one that i waiting for. Then, as i texted him. I was kajar2. I really2 miss him like crazy.

God, imiss him right now and im always missing him. Always. No one could stop me from missing him. No one!!!! How i wish i could tell him how much i miss him. I really want to text with him. I want to know how he is doing now. Yet, until now, we havent have any contact. Omg!

Missing si zafran.

Huhuhu.