surely, i need miracle now to end my sadness,
Pretending not having a big burden, made me feel more suffer and suffer.
Tell me who doesnt have any problems? Anyone?
I still could stand without someone special called boyfriend.
maybe, i could be strong without friends.
Surely, im dying without family.
I wish im strong enough to follow their games. Am hoping to make it over but they just dont make it for real. Am alone to go through this time where they seems to ignore a person who they didnt care anymore. Whatever you guys do, no matter what, i let this tears drop everytime you want, i keep this hurt just to see your smile, your laugh, i hide this sickness not to allow people know how heavy, how big, how painful my burden is. If just you know that your laugh, you happiness is my sadness cos am not with you guys. Am alone!
If i am given 3 wishes, i want ;
I want my sister,
I want my brother,
I want to turn back into the past!
I just remember this quote,
'Allah tidak akan menguji hambaNya di luar kemampuan'
'Allah menguji hambanya, bererti ia sayang'
*amiiiiiiinn ='(((
Still have bapa, babu.
So painful.
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