Saturday, 4 September 2010

its okay guys!






They were all who came yesterday, for them, thank you so much and you made it for me, THANK YOU.
Kirah and fizah, they are the loyal one, haha. Ilopyou! Piee, minan, sepol, syapik, habib =D hadi and duan, this is the first time ya, haha. Dilah eventhough aher n ngaleh p sanggup jua ko dtg, thanks! And hakiiim, wlaupun boreng ko nada p thanks for the sedekah, thats mean ko ingat kami. THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYSSS.
*well, actually i was very dissapointed =( nvm, i cant force anybody. If they really into me, they would come.
But but, hahaha we really have fun last night. Siuuuuuk with them, hahaha.

'friend is everything'
'the one who always beside us when we up or down'
'the one who share everything with us'
Is that word still work kh? Hmm, i would rather say this, "im not sure now" i have been through a tough-depress-down-ever day lately, but friends that i think would come to hear me, to make me feel better, somehow i dont where to find them. Feel pity for me. I try to keep it myself, but it made me cry almost eveyday. This is such a burden for me. I supposed to share it to someone i trust and comfort it but now, i just share it to someone who could hear me, anybody. I dont know where to find them, or am the one who didnt find them or maybe, they dont bother to know abt me. Am not sure. Feel broke.

Friends happiness is mine but idk if my sadness would be their sadness too. Am not sure if they feel the same way as i am. Idk if they really want to know abt me. And idk if they would care of me like they used to.

*been in very tough depressing situation.

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