currently hearing songs from Maher Zain. *yes, last night i bought his CD for $10, omg, it was cheaaaap, haha.

Hear my heart whispering now..
Im always waiting every moment we clash each other. Im always wishing our eyes meet and you can feel my glance. Im always hoping you're always in front of me.

Now, i knew something which is still not sure, i want to get off from you. But the more i want, the more my heart didnt allow me =( *how i supposed to do?

I was like ..
Yesterday, i was having my PS as usual with my friends. I was concentrate doing my revision and suddenly dayah said ' eh si .... '
Then aku tuleh and nada but my heart was vibrate even more faster than usual. I said ' eh, jgn wah, stop talking bout him, ko buat aku tekaran wah '
Then dayah ' hahaha, i know lah. I can feel the aura of *bisik* (L) '
I reply ' manada! '

Oh God, i dont know. When people said maybe he have someone, my heart keep saying he's single and IDONTKNOW!!!!! I dont want to know either but i want. Apakan?!

Leave you without saying bye!

i dont want to know!

guys..

Sometimes, we better, we never know what we really want know rather than we find it out, and we feel broke because of the fact. Its good to be ignorance actually but kn, i believe that everyone have high sense of curiosity and that is why, eventhough it would hurt but at least we satisfied that we've found out the facts =) *how i wish i can go back and never know the facts but i have to though.

Eventhough i've been tuition for all morning till afternoon, still, i did my maths badly, huhuhu. *today is not my lucky day. Feel bad for sir and my self =(

Anyway, i and dibah went to PTEK tadi ptg. Azhar drive for us, hahahaha. I met them, my beloved friends. Huhh, it was like, not enough wah. But it was okay, cos azhar didnt have class in between and so he can brought us, hahaha. Actually we were boring wa tu, we only have meeting at 3 which we have 3 hours free time, so boooorrreeeedddd yoh. Haha.

For him, i just pray for the best. If he really does in relationship, then i better off from him, but i dont want waaaah ='(((( i hope, kabar angin saja. Huhu.

Okay la, catch you later.

darkness all around

hopeful or hopeless?

Back to 'pro and contra'. What we think it might work, it wouldnt work after all. But what we think might not work, will work instead. OR maybe, what we dont expect or think, it will happen to us. We never know what is going to happen with us.

To whom it may concern, i really want to say sorry and a very big thank you. You gave me a lots of information. But i feel regret. We used to be one sometimes before but now, i asked you, yourself bout someone else. Huhu. Sorry. Im sorry if you feel hurt but if not, still, im sorry. But for me, you're very professional or maybe now we are just friend, oh ya, we are just friend, hahaha. Iloveyou lah =D

Omg, i feel hungry la. Huhuhu.
Okaylah, gtg now.
Catch yaaa lateeerr.

'hoping tomorrow would be better than today'

hello.

Yes! I just finished doing my maths test corrections. Oppps! this time i got ... ( haha secret yoh ) and we all have to do all the questions due to sir inda satisfied with our marks, huhu, sorry sir =( and therefore, i have such a big request for him where i suggest that sir would have class, to be exact tuition class for us, HAHAHAHA. What a clever girl =p haha.

Woaaah, haha, i saw him around today =D ilove it. Hehe. I come to out of words now because of him. You, thank you. Eventhough you dont know me, dont worry, one day, me my self will make you know =D *omg, i feel so nervous now. Kenapa niii???? Huhuhu.

Ui you guys in katok, imiss you all. Especially si bestfriend * you know who you are =p saja nda nyabut, hahaha.

To dibah, congratulation kwn. Guess whaaaat? She is officially in relationship la. Waaah dib, kau tinggalkn aku ya? =p hahaha. Nvm la, aku ada ea udaaah =p

Okaylah, till here first.
Catch yaaaa laterrrr =D

love,

Words reader.

To love is actually simple,
To have your attention, it takes the whole day
To have the chance, i pray for it
To be yours, i must go for it.

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,
You make me laugh at the unfunniest things,
But most of all,
You make me love you ..
When i shouldnt be loving you.

No boy is worth fighting for you, and if you have to fight to get him, than you better off without him.

If you love someone more than anything. Then distance only matter to the mind, not to the heart.

I want to be happy because he's happy. But how can i be happy knowing im not the one making him smile.

Let you heart guide you,
But listen closely because it whispers.

*those words made me laugh alone. Those words make be feel small. Those words give me strength. Those words made me strong to face the love situation. Those words are my friend whenever i feel down and no one could give back me into positive. I will open my ' love diary ' and would find these valuable words out.

Theres many actually but i find to share these first =) hope you guys enjoy read it.

Daaaa~~

life, life and life.

live your life simply.

What i've been notice, life is full of "pro and contra" which is sometimes what we think its good, might be not good for the other but what people think its good, might be not good for us. So the point is, whatever it is, think wisely, dont be selfish and dont be mean to yourself though by just think people's good without think ourselve. BE RASIONAL AND REALITY.

Omg, this monday friend of mine is going to have her treatment to our neighbour country. Pity her =( unfortunately, her flight on morning which is during our class. But, i've told bapa that i really want to send her over atleast to the airport and i have to be in school before class start. Thats mean, im gonna go during my PS. I pray, she will be fine and could fight against the killing kimo.

Oh guys, i have this friend since this year ( nah aku bcrita sal ko dh ni, haha ) well, actually i got to know him when we have to work in group for syariah presentation. Well, we do it better kan? Oh mahn, hahaha, forget, his name is RASYID. But now as i mention, he's moving already. He used to be called as 'belangkas' with zani, another guy in our group, hahaha. They are goodboy, eakh? Hahaha. But somehow, i think pemalu biawak =p muahaha. Eh rasyid, apa ko mau aku crita sal ko ah? Hmm. And and, rasyid ni slalu dgni aku time online. Opppsssss! Hahaha, my best buddy. Bah rasyid, gtau aku klau msh blm puas hati ah, hahaha. All the best with your mathss there =p =p *aga mnta ajar through msn, bygkn btapa susahnya, haha.

*didnt see him since wed, nvm. Take it easy. Life still go on, hahaha.

Okaylah, catch you later guys!

hey guys.

hellooooo~

its been i while i didnt go blogging, huhu, so sad. there is a lot i wanna share but kan, it was bangas already bah, HAHAHA.

okay, okay, lets get started.

now, im in the auditorium. am i escape? no no no, im not escape. well, actually today is MD OPENDAY for all the secondary school that is going to enter this college. *whats up with my english? HAHAHA. and and, my buss.studies sir dismiss our class, yehaaaaa. hahaha and luckily, after this, i have my PS too, so i got long hours break though, jealous? you should then, hahaha.

zilaaaaah, imiss you bestfriend. i wish you are here and i can share all my HOT STORIES here. wanna hear? come to me baby =p=p HAHAHA. like whaaat??

anyway, i just know something that really shocked me but im happy with that. he is actually .... ( oh nvm, its secret man ) i really wish i have chances to approach him *GOD, hear me*

this month is going to be our third assessment test. huhu. i hope and i pray i can do better this time with enough preparation and self confident, AMIN.

eh eh, i promise to write about one of my friend lah, before i forget. hehe. he was move to MTSSR now and got new friends. dont cha ever forget us yaa. will you? HAHAHA. all the best there, tadaaaa ~~

hahaha till here first ya, gtg now.
byeee.