Keep wandering ..

Am i a good friend? Am i good enough as a bestfriend? **please tell me!

I do have alots of friends and i do have bestfriends. I treated them all like what i treat to the others. No special treat specifically. All same. when i feel you guys are the one who can i called as a friend, then you are my friends!

*once you are my friends, you will always be my friends .. i love all my friends ..

When i feel that i have give all out as a friend, always there for my friends, share their problems, give a shoulder for them to cry on and always available for friends.

... BUT, i feel that some of them seems dont see me as their friend yet. They IGNORE ME .. I was like, they dont keep my words! I always said that "im always available for them" but still, i know, they dont come to me. They come to the others! they dont tell me, they think i dont know BUT, i know what you dont know.

*you know what i feel? I know you dont bother to know what i feel. I FEEL HURT. Its likely that i dont have friends.

When i have problems, when i need friends, when i need someone to share my story and when i need a shoulder to share my sadness .. Sometimes, i dont know where to go, i dont know who am looking for, i dont know which friend i should search for ..

Somehow oneday when i really need friend, i just texted my chatterz which is now my friend, i confessed what i feel. I feel really broke at that time.
He said ' why dont you find your friend? Or you bestfriend '
Then i said ' i dont want to disturb them. They have their own business '
Then he said ' eh, if they are your friends, they are always beside you whether when you're happy or when you are down. If they weren't, DONT CALLED THEM YOUR FRIEND '

I love my friend with all of my heart, cos for me, friends is no 2 of my family. most of my time are with friends, i share, i laugh with, i crazy with and everything with friends and that is why i like to be friend with all of them who are pleasure be my friends ..

This lately i feel really broke but i cant tell what i feel to my friends instead i told kaka mimi ='( i dont want to tell my friend, once i tell, they are likely dont want to hear me, i know, its the same story, again and again and i think they are getting BORING already! and thats hurt to hear over again and again 'owh', 'sabar' . I need someone who can inderstand me and YOU ARE NOT ONE OF THEM.

Should i called you my friend now? Or should i think about what he said?

* friends is someone who beside you whenever you need, always available for you, always there for you and keep asking you whether you are good or not. Someone whose beside you in whatever condition you are.

If they come when you are happy only and they are disappear when you have a problems or sad, then you SHOULDNT called them a friend.

>> where are you now for me? WHERE? WHERE? WHERE?
If you think im like a rubbish, there you go .. Eventhough im hurt, you will definitely dont care!

will be post next.

life must go on ..

Apabila satu pintu kebahagian tertutup,
pintu yang lain terbuka
tetapi..
sering kita terpaku terlalu lama
pada pintu yang tertutup itu,
sehingga kita tidak melihat
pintu yang lain
yang dibukakan untuk kita.

kita harus bangkit
untuk membuka pintu
yang masih terbuka itu ..

** so for the others yg putus cinta, cinta putus, kana putuskan or memutuskan, WE ALL DESERVE HAPPINESS .. dont let it down our self. the world is not over yet just because we fail in love! we can try again and again but not to do the same mistakes ya, REMEMBER your MISTAKES, take it as LEARNT.

everyone who fall in love must feel the suffer but its not actually as long as we know how to treat our partner. and NEVER give just a sweet promises like what people nowadays do! you can love, you can fall but dont be blind just because that love, be rational, be insane, be mature and finally, BE YOURSELF.

* fall for you is the best thing i ever feel, but without you in my heart, my life full of misery and loneliness .. (someone said) YAKAH? i dont think so. so i live my life happily without so much burden, i have FAMILY, i have FRIENDS and i have YOU ..

till here, will be posting next ..

WITH LOVE (L)

madah

*dlm simpanan

Kadangkala orang yang paling mencintaimu adalah orang yang tak pernah menyatakan cintanya padamu kerana orang itu takut kau berpaling dan menjauhinya. Dan bila suatu masa dia hilang dari pandanganmu, kau akan menyadari dia adalah cinta yang tidak pernah kau sedari ..

Mungkin benar tatkala kita kehilangan barulah kita menyedari. Mungkin benar saat kita terluka barulah kita mengerti. Mungkin benar bila kita rasakan rindu yang sangat dalam barulah kita tahu seberapa besar makna dan erti seseorang bagi kita ..

at last ..

Today, i just got what i really need from anyone, HAHA. you know what is it? i tell you ah *shhhhtttt.. HAHA, nothing much la, it was just, i already UNDERSTAND my maths topic =D YEHAAAA .. at last!

Early in the morning but not too la, my cuzie came to my house and teach me. THANKS cuzie! CO-ORDINATES GEOMETRY is the slowest topic that i can catch up, oh GOD, it takes me about 2 weeks to understand it and only TODAY i know how to do it, imagine it *uhuk uhuk. its not that hard actually BUT its all about i need more explaination and better understanding and so for the future, its easy for me though and i can do it by my self =D *i hope so, haha. tomorrow, cuzie will come again to explain me for another new topic. yeah, WE are one step forward from the others and that's why its hard for me to ask my friends as they haven't go with that topic yet.

okay2, forget about maths (well actually i cant do that, still maths in my head) lets talk about what i did today.. after having my study time, in the afternoon till night, i went shopping, HAHAHA. as my parents business finished, we went to the mobile's things shop *apakan! at first, i want to buy only my casing but it was turn out into a BIG SHOPPING when we bought new HP, haha. too much talk, too much thinking and so we were exhausted which then we landed at JOLLIBEE *yummyyy..

*as a result, now i got **HEADACHE, huhuhu..

while at the shop tadi, my sista was very excited to show me a COUPLE KEYCHAIN. to fulfill her eager, so i follow her and found, yeah it was very awesome! she bought me one set, the pink one for her (of course!) and the blue one for me, so we are like, hmm hahaha TWO but actually ONE! the chain means that we love each other *i think so =p haha. and i was thinking to buy one, but .. i don't have anyone to give, then i said to my sista " one day if i have BF, i will buy it for US! " hahaha. ONEDAY yeah ..

till here first, will be posting up next ..

p/s: for IJAM, hahaha thanks finally you read up me here =p *cheayy, special dedicated (jgn perasan ah =p=p)


WITH LOVE FOR YOU ALL READERS =D

yehaaa !

yesterday, 24th march 2010

Finally, i met them! all my beloved friends and yeah, ILOVE them all =D dont ya see it? =p i do miss them alot and yesterday was the day when finally i met them =S UNFORTUNATELY, they were alots of them who didnt come, you guys made me dissapointed bebeh ='( but i cant forced you guys .. SO, thanks a lot for the comers!! ILOVEYOU lah ..

people who was coming were ; Hakim ( da first one who come very early, GUESS WHAT? haha around 6 yo =p, haha ), Matin, Asfa ( first lady =p ), the most craziest gang in da home which are Syafiq, Dilah, Piee, Saiful and Minan, Zilah, Fatin wajihah, Habib, Kirah, Dibah, Ain and Faj ( the last one, hehe ) ..

*for the others, i will always love you all too and miss ya! BUT, hmm kinda upset me you guys nada .. and im sorry to say that you guys RUGII =(

and and, HAHAHA they were all crazy last night, haha like what *my parents was not at home! BUT they were! they were awesome and i cant say much here cos they all made me happy ever last night and you all were really craziest friends, HAHAHA. Eventhough i got fever and i was like weak all the way but as they came, i was become HYPER myself, haha. thanks friends * oh GOD, i cant stop from saying thanks to them.

*you know what? someone was lie to me, idk why he must lie with me. he said differently with what he said to my friends. OMG, whats wrong with him. like my sista said, IF HE DIDNT COME THOUGH, THE SHOW STILL GO ON LA !

arghh! forget about him!!!! * i still have the others, HAHAHA. habib datang! hahaha, porengge ..
we all took so many pictures, hahaha. FUN, crazy, HYPER, sporting, LOL, happiness and ETC come into ONE PACK, hahaha *like what!

okay la, till here first, will update next time!

*GUYS, tag me ah =p=p, HAHAHA, *mcm bnr!

hmm hmm, will be posting the pictures when i learn how to post the pict on the blog, so sorry IM LAME, haha yeah thats ME !

okay la, THANKS again to all of my friends who came to my house. i really appreaciate it and never forget every moment with you guys, the CRAZIEST FRIENDS EVER =p=p

Will be missing you guys out there and the other also =s
*DONT FORGET ME YEAH, PROMISE??

with love for you all (L)

Heyhey =D whats up!

OMG, none of my hw finish yet, haha. But almost everyday i never sit without a book ya, i do read textbook to have better understanding. yet, i dont or maybe cant understand the mathematics textbook cos until now, i cant do the homework my self *uhuk uhuk ='( i bet, i need some help from my friends but none of them are in the same topic as me yet, so im struggling in finding someone who can help me, when finally i asked help from my cuzie and she said YES, **yeyeye!

*she will come only in a moment =D and im waiting for her now, haha. Hope, i can finish it by today cos i cant be relax keep thinking my maths IN MY HEAD *like i do think abt the guy, HAHA.

Guess what? Im going to meet my friends tonight, ahaha. CANT WAIT BEBEH, haha. I miss them alot and thats why i invited them to come to my house. Hope they can come and enjoy tonight =D =D

*for those who will not coming tonight, they are mean dont want to see me *uhuk uhuk, haha kiddingss bebeh =p

I will look forward for those whose coming tonight, CANT WAIT !!!

*LOVE YA ALL =D
Keep posting you whats going on next. Tata ..

MP interview ..

today in memory ..

GUESS WHAT? i just back home at probably around 6.30pm today after having interview with the MPs which was ended at 5.45pm.

it was very tiring day though but, yeah i have to sacrifice for it =). i was at the audi around 2 o clock but it was just started at around 3.30, if im not mistaken lah .. so lame ! HAHAHA. from there were too many people until there just five of us who was still waiting for the interview, OMG.

and we were very NERVOUS ! hahaha. then, everyone who was came out from the audi will have to answer our questions, HAHAHA. *kesiiian.

i was the fourth last to be interviewed. when my name was just called, thank God .. (im really exhausted already)

but ..

as i move on to the MPs desk, everything was changed! i didnt even felt the nervousness at all. it was like, hmm okay, like normal talk =D

*now, it was the conversation..

at first, bagi salam ofcos =) (.. sit)

YDP started to ask questions ..

# what do you feel now?
- fine ( with big smile, HAHAHA)

#which one do you prefer? malay or english?
-(then i answer .. ) MALAY! *hahaha kes takutkan speaking =p

the MPs was very friendly la and i like them!

#okay, now, perkenalkan dirimu?
- (haha you know me already, so i dont have to mention it again, kan kan kan ?? =p=p haha )

#english apa? 'O' ?
- oh yeah =)

then here is some of the questions being asked to me.. AND i probably will not display all my answers, sorry, hahaha.

+ kenapa kau mau jadi mp?
- (you know whats my answer??? hahaha) hmm, ONE of the answer, DARI HATI. *hahaha, out aku ah =p

+ apa yg kau ada untuk jadi MP?
- (and guess what apa ku jwb?) one of it, MESRA ALAM. *lagi tiaa .. HAHAHA.

while the YDP yg betanya, the other two was writing something on the paper and surveying my CV * i think.

+ apa yg ptt ada arah seorang ketua?
+kau taukan, kalau MP ani slalu aher balik apa then are you okay with that?
+ sekiranya, SEKIRANYA *haha majaal* kau inda kana trima MP, department mana kan kau pilih?
+ you know MP ani plg tinggi kan, so apa MP ani bagimu?
+ kan jadi MP ani, bkn pasal sajakh atau apa ah? then i ans, BUKAN EH.
+ kan jadi NYDP ah? okay .. =) kenapa?

.. NOW, tani masuk arah skenario ah (ydp said)

^ sekiranya kau ada suka org bnr2, suka bnr2 ni, then ea ada suka org lain and kau heartbroken lah, frust apa. and resultmu U saja cg2 pun heran and ur dad frust. apa ko buat? dahtu at that time ko ada test, assigment, hw menimbun, ada lagi tasks, kraja kana bge, then apa ko buat?? ^
*then i answerlah ..

diam kajap ..

(fuhh, na bth g kan abis sulnya..) continue ..

+ inda nervous? NO, hahaha. *ydp angguk2.
+ adakan di tnya? * hahaha kes nada soalan lagi =D then i said, nada.

ydp : okay, nanti kalau ada apa2, liat saja arah noticeboard ah ..
me: okay ..

end of interview.

waaah, they were so awesome and very friendly though ..

interview,
date: wednesday, 17 march 2010
place: auditorium
interviewed by : YDP, the secretary and one sister =D

* i hope to be accepted and can be one of the MPs. and this will be sweet memory for me as this is my first ever interview with other people =D and thanks for the MPs for the very welcome ..

MPs: you guys never lack smile and pleasure us .. i was very glad to be in front of you this afternoon and thank you .. =D * majal aku muji drg ah, hahaha. they were kind wah and peramah..

catch you later =D..

finally ..

Yesterday ( 11/3 ) was the last of our five days orientation at MD.

In the morning as usual, we have our class and only in the afternoon we have our orientation which was yesterday briefing with the Majlis Pelajar (MPs) and prefects. we were encourage to sign up for it =)

the last day was closed with the speech from BEs, national enthem, college songs and finally the ikrar.

The end ... ( hahaha, finally )

And after this, we gonna have our normal tutor until afternoon. Hope everything goes well and smooth.

Theres a lot of friends there especially yg ku kenal dah, hmm fatin wajihah, fatin azureen, midah, nazrin, apis x tu, azhar and i think aku tliat sorg g org smr, liyana kh namanya, HAHA, entah eh p atu lah yg ku tau dari smr.

New friends from diff tutor group ; abeer, janatul, fiqah, amal, asma, hidayah, akid, aduh nah lupatah ku nah, hahaha luan bnyak bh. Kalau mliat muka knl plg ku p nama tu, minta maaf saja, blm saya tehafal =) HAHAHA. Mcm aku ada jumpa kwn lamaku yg ku slalu cari wa, si wada. Haha and bnyak muka mcm ku knl, p dmana ah ?? * bepikir.

For the MPs and prefects, you guys are so awesome with the blazer ( i love to see it ) and you guys peramah and never lack to give a help. A very big thank you for you all and happy to see you all as our seniors ..

And welcome to MD and be a very good MDIANS ..

Anyhow, i miss miss miss kawan2 di katok * uhuk uhuk ='( esp zilah and kirah =( kamu kamu, takecare always ah =)


See ya then =D

Yesterday, 9/3/2010.

Its all about tired, tired and tired. No other words for the day ..

Being in the hotness is one of the thing that i really detest !! Fuuhh ..

Fortunately, today is not that worse like yesterday, much much better =) lovely day ..

*missing all of my friends in katok ='(

Second day ..

Omg, what a tiring day today, huhh.

in the morning, paid the fees and collected our things up like bag ( and chose black one ), badge, post diary, pen and our sport shirt.

After that, we were having great time by singing the college songs, hahaha. We were asked many times to do it, what a tired waa .. And i hope that i can cope the music, haha a bit hard to cope it. Omg, it was totally diff from what i have practiced yesterday, hahaha. But the family song i got the right music though, hahaha, yeaaaa...

After break, continue with briefing .. Until our lunch time, omg, really exhausted at that time =( we were late having our lunch time ..

there were many students were asked to come upstage, haha kinda have fun but also .. There were some of them who said a bad words for the mps and i know it was harsh and shouldnt be said in front of us. The mps just do their work and not to fool people around like what they (mps) said =) .. so hopefully after this, we are more respect to them.

We also have been entertain with stage performance. They were playing the guitar and sing along =) great, the singer have good voice and also the guitarist were awesome, haha. Well, we do have a bit fun with it anyway eventhough everyone seems low bat already, HAHAHA.

After lunch, we have another briefing before finally we went for our college tour. Whaat a hoooot day, no no, obviously, it was verrryyy the hooot day !! Besides, we have to go around the college, the sun seems everywhere around us, the sweat was like water falling just like that, ahahaha and we did take a chance to enter the room (esp. yg ada aircondlah, haha) just to have the cold air, HAHAHA. Just arrived at the audi, oh mahn, still hot, hahaha.

Then, the mps try to entertain us with some jokes or maybe .. just to make us calm with the hotness. They told us how MDIANS supposed to be. We do have our own specility like, hahaha no need lah =p .... and finally we go home late =( [actually ada lagi p ngalih i waa.. ] hahaha. We were tired and just need to go hoooomee. Hahaha.

*hot day ever!

Catch you later..

First day at MD @ registration day.

today, 6 march 2010.

sampai md at around 6.50 sharp but there was many student arrived already, so early, haha. As i walk, fatin called over me, then walk to auditorium to have nazrin out there, hehe. Thank God, na pyh tercari2 drg, haha.

7.15, enter the auditorium. Sit according to our BE. Then i have my first friend there, her name is Abeer. She is kind person =) registration taken and timetable were given by our tutor.

8.00, arrival of acting principal, the teachers and the AE students. Then the acting principal give a speech.

Followed by sing our national entheme, the doas and for our first time to sing the college song and the family song of MD ( omg, it was hard at first )

*anyway, the prefects are so awesome with their coat lah, haha.

Then, ther were a slide from the student who have been participated the twinning student with Raffles junior college of s'pore. They were explaining what they got from their observation and give us a spirit to be success. ( yeah, we are aim to be someone better )

Somehow, we were given a nametack which is too big for all. Hahaha. We have to wear it everywhere and for those who didnt wear it will be punished. And yes, there were some who have been called to come upstage to take their nametack and asked to introduce themself in front of us, hahaha.

Then afterthat onward, more briefing, briefing and briefing. So exhausted but we have to. We do have break for lunch for one and a half hour. it was very hot man, huhh. I was like, hmm sweat everywhere, hahaha.

during the interval time, we were asked to sing the college songs. Unfortunately, we didnt know the music but the choir team try to teach us. So, we sing, sing and sing until we can. Haha. We were asked many time and somehow, the girls werent allowed to sit until we can sing out loud. Hyshh. ( the boys voice pun na jua bsr sgt )

Next briefing came and we were really tired. Everyone seems to see the pillow already, haha. All tha faces of sleepy, tired and exhausted. Huhu. Me too. until the briefing came to the end, the claps was very powerful ( menandakan smua org happy ) hahaha.

One full tiring day. But alots of fun, memory and though, hot. Hahaha. The students of md was friendly and yet cheerful, i think. =) happy to go there. And happy to see you all and the seniors of course!

*feel like missing everyone at katok =(

Catch you later with another story, apakaan, haha.

Dont you ever !

What i hate the most is when someone that i can trust to take care of my bestfriends is those who hurt them. I cant take it easily. For no matter whats the reason, when my bestfriends feel the hurt and so thats mean they hurt me too. NO WAY MAN !!

kalau rasanya kan nyakitkan hati org, jgnlah dktkn org, buat org mengharap, buat org sanggup membuka hati and menerima drg. Hyshh, bnr2 na menghargai org. Dont be sweettalker la, dont you ever give a promises when you cant fullfil the promise! Useless! And jgn pakai alasan yg na dpt dipakai lagi.

There is nothing about words but proving! What ever words come out from your mouth doesnt mean anything until you can prove what have you said. Thats we call a good person. When you just saying a sweet words without proving what you mean, then i know that you are only SWEETTALKER.

**People who always give a promise and sweet words are those who will be hurting us at the end, cos they are just saying it but not even prove it.

Now, prove it before you can say anything sweet or what so ever you want, i dont even care !

I really hate those people, esp YOU ( who hurt my bestie ) i will not forget you, your name, from where you are and WHATEVER!

P/s: bestfriends, done worry, ONE GONE, MANY GROWS. You all deserve happiness! No matter what happened, whose the fault, im here.
If you are right, i will 100% at your back.
BUT, if you are wrong (manatau, haha), i will tell you what shud i tell and always at your back, dont worry =)
So now, live you live happily. Your journey just begin..

*will always love you all ..

Two more days before school

All i feel ... Is nervous, nervous and nervous!

Omg.. Hahaha.

Catch you guys later.

to besfriend, AZILAH

zil, tani bekawan dari form 1 dah. tapi at that time aku na brapa kenal ko. ko bnyak begila sama drg nina sja, aku ingatkn kmu kwn dari skulh rendah dah. and my first friend at that time wa zerah, hehehe.

then start form two, tani mula rapat then rapat berabis. tani jadi bestfriend. for me, ko kwnku plg phm aku, ko bnyak dgr cetaku, na penah boring ( rindu masa atu ) ko bnyak tau rahsiaku ( bh, jgn th di bucur2kn ah, hahaha ) aku pun bnyak rahsiamu, jgn ko :P:P tani slalu share story, whatever story. from A to Z, rasanya nada tinggal *woaaa. aku happy dgn ko, rasanya sehari na share dgn ko, na sah * apanyaaa, hahaha.

time tu, tani kata ucap belangkas dah. dimana ada ko, ada aku. dmana ada aku, ada ko * bagai merpati dua sejoliiii ( hahahaha kn kn ?? :P:P ) tani rapat berabis, berabis :'( aku makin syg ko, ko na pernah buat aku down. ko na pernah boring dgn aku walaupun kdg2 critaku sama saja * malar repeat x ah, hahaha. ko slalu tlg aku, ko slalu dpend aku * zilaaa, (manjaaa aku ah)

*zilah, aku kan nangis ni :'( aku rinduuu..

walaupun time atu ada tani slh phm, ko tau, aku nangis.. ko mcm adibradiku dah, then tiba2 ko jauh dari aku, aku nangis. dlm hatiku time atu, aku na dpt jauh dari ko * swear me zil :'(
tani na btgur dlm 3 hari x tu, ko tau apa rasanya? * siksa yow, hahaha kalah2 siksa suka org bh ( boh lain x ) eh bisai2 sikit ah, hahaha. aku sayang zilah as my sista.. then na bth atu kami btgur, ya Allah, bkn ku na happy * mcm happy ada bf, hahaha. then kami mcm biasaaa until then. then aku realise yg " walau apapun salah phm antara kami, perasaan persahabatan kami na kan hilang sampai bila2 :D " kn kn?

form 3, kami mcm biasa, gyla2 dgn yg lain. tapi nyanta, yg ku na suka ea ani, tiap dtg skulh, mesti mukanya munjung gnya, entah ya eh. bkn sehari bh, kn tiap hari, sapa na sanak mliat mukanya catu ah, tiap pagi lagi tu, hahaha. *jgn marah zil :P:P (kejujuran terungkap:P) kan menagur pun takut bh mliat mukanya ah, hahaha indath ku nagur smpai blajar. dah tu okay tah ya, hyshh hyshh anak ini. kami mcm biasa, no secret antara kami, smua open. and yg penting kami SEKEPALAAA.. saling tlg menulung tatap, (kn zil? hahaha)

dah form 4, kami becarai and mcm2 jadi :) but no need to remind lah. lets take that as pelajaran saja ah :D hehehe. apa pun yg jadi zil, aku ttp syg ko. tiap apa org kata, hatiku slalu kata " ea ttp bestfriendmu smpai bila2". walaupun tani jrg jumpa or what so ever, jgn pkir aku na pkir sal ko, jgn pkir aku jahat, aku slalu ingat. but at that time aku simpan dlm hati ja, ( hehehe, jgn maraah )

whatever things happened between us during form 4 and 5, aku ttp syg ko. im a normal person though :D hehehe. aku sedih na serapat dlu, but then aku msh dpt happy, cos i still can see you at school. walau na bnyak bjumpa, IDC, as long dpt msh mliat ko.

BUT NOW zil, aku mesti rindu ko bnr2 ;'( aku na dpt liat ko lagi * na plg slamanya bu tatap na mliat ko :( aku mesti kecarian kwn mcm ko :( aku bnr2 rasa kehilangan. tadi tym ku mliat mukamu down, bnr2 na ku mau mliat, na ku sanggup. hahaha, kejiwa aku ah, hahaha. zil, engat ah, jgn berahsia dgn aku walaupun aku inda dgn ko. ingat!! aku slalu ada untuk ko. bila2 masa. JGN LUPAKAN AKU. and jgn berubah ! aku slalu syg ko :D:D

5 years we have been together.. with love we smile together. because of love, we cried together. happiness and sadness we go through. so much tragedy, so much sweet memory to be remember.. and now, we are separate as a student of diff school but not as a bestfriend. so, we are actually one not two or three :D * apakan aku ah, haha. BESTFRIEND WILL ALWAYS BE A BESTFRIEND.

* loplop you always :)

will be missing you : ASFA, WANI, ZEAN, NINA, ZERAH, KIRAH, ERMA, FAJ, NISA and smuaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

p/s: kamu kamu, please take care each other ah. jgn kelaie2 (hahaha) zil, take care!! kirah, jgn gauk2 ah :P:P hahaha. always tell me your update ah, jgnth di lupakan aku ani nah, kesian jua eh * muka seposen, haha.

last day at smr.

today, 2nd march..

this morning I just went to SMR to take six form folder. awal2 beasa lah, menunggu datin2 terhormat, hahaha (KIRAH :P) then we went to admin..

(masuk bilik)
(salam teacher Edna)

suddenly..

tc. Edna : eh sofiah, which school ko registerkan?

me : hmm katok and MD tcher, awal2 katok but then appeal MD. haha, kenapa tcher?

tc. Edna : inda bh, tu dua2 foldermu ada ah, katok jua, MD jua.

me : hahaha yakah tcher? hahaha ( gylaaa, happy saya )

dahtu, indaku sabar kan mliat folderku, hahaha, gyla, happy berabiskuuu, alhamdulillah..

then dlm pada atu, ZILAH dtg ( langsung na ku sadar zil, sorry ) dahtu aku gtau aku d MD, munjung tarus mukanya ( adui, salah2 ku ) kirahpun tekajut, and ask me to go katok. sorry friends, i cant.

after aku appeal arh MD, almost everyday aku bedoa aku dpt dsana and now aku dpt, ya Allah, hahaha, alhamdulillah.

BUT then, jauh dlm hatiku, aku sedih ;'( aku na dpt sama kwn2ku, esp zilah. i really want to be with her and kirah also :( huhuhu, sorry..

and today is the last kami ke SMR. will be missing everything, friends, teachers, classroom, canteen and everyone, huhu. what really i feel broke was when i even didnt meet zilah when she got home, OMG. will be missing her :'( ( zil, napa ko na jumpa aku tadi? na ko mau jumpa aku kh? )

aku sampat begyla dgn kirah and yg lain, hahaha ada saja kami ah. will be missing them so much, OMG. i hope kamu na lupa aku :'(

since i got two folder ( waaah tamak org kata, kejahatan ), at the afternoon, aku k mD and then ke katok untuk cancel namaku dsana. for the last time aku ksana, huhu. and smua urusan slasai udah. trus ku memutung kain and mbli brg skulah. aku na brapa ingau since aku msh ada bnyak masa.

this 4th, PTEM and PTEK will start their orientation meanwhile MD will start on the 6th. hehehe, a bit eager to enter the six form. i only got fatin wajihah to be friend there but still im not alone yow, hahaha. MD, wait for me * the school that i really adore :D

to zilah : zil, jgn mrh ah. jgn lupakan aku! and and sorry, aku na dpt jaga ko tiap hari :( *alaaaa~ aku na dpt liat calon bf mu ni eh, cana ku kn nandang2 ea ni zil? hahaha. dont worry babe, you will still be my ever bestfriend. you will never be replace * eh nyanyi jua ku tuu, AHAHAHA. and and, jgn berubah dgn aku sbb na bjumpa, please jgn bsecret, JANJI????? * jwn jangan inda!i love you full..

*to all of my friends : i will never forget you all. never ever! still contact ya?? im always here anytime, whenever you need me. please dont forget me ah? *muka mengampuuu.
will always you guys so much, will miss you guys too and so much..

( please still in contact ah, and if you all got new no or whatsoever, tell me!! )

* SOFIAH love YOU ALL ALWAYS :D:D
gonna miss you guys in katok :'( :'(