somehow ..

Somehow i miss them all. Imissssstheeeem much much!!!
Guys, imiss everything with you guys, especially GPS (we used to call our friendship group). Kirah, fizah, hakim, piee and dilah, imiss you guys. You are my awesome friends. We used to be together almost everytime, imiss the craziness, imiss the laugh, imiss the smile, imiss we were together, imiss your cares, imiss your jokes and imiss when you guys were soooo annoyingggg ='(((
Thanks guys, you made my days full of smile. You never let me down. You always made me laugh and smile all the way. That is called to be friends ever!!
Eventhough we are apart now but i will never forget you guys. Memory with you guys will never be erase somehow =D
5B-ians, you guys is my friends, always be mine. You guys are awesome-cheerful-kind-crazy-ever-good-friendsssss.
*guys, please dont forget me yeah =D

For the other, i missyou guys also. Dont worry. Like, my 7 spliterz, my 2B's, my 3B's, aen, jihah, fizon, azhar, ili, billah, SYAFIIIQQ, ashrie and the othersss.

*jgn ambil hati yg na kana sbut ah. This is including YOU ALL. no exception ya =D

Okaylah, takecare all
Catch you laterrr.

you..

Today, i came late to school which was about 8+ hahaha. Supposed to be babu bgunkn, but then, it was me who woke her up. *omg it was late already* then, on my way to school, every where was jam, huhu. So, sabar saja lah.

Finally, trus msuk class maths and as usual, we do passyear questions all the way =D

All the MDians, to be exact will have to read al-quran everyday of their PS. Well, it is compulsory though, cos our attendance is taken there, so we HAVE to come there =D

I saw him tadi. He was having his maths mock exam paper tadi. Oh anyway, all the best to you =D
Saying that i was waiting for him? *idont want to admit. Saying I WAS NOT? I was not sure too. Cos, deep inside, yes, i wanna see him instead.
When one of the AEs came out from the audi, my heart suddenly beat faster, huhu. Then, i just facing around (pretending not to see him) and i just knew he came out from dibah. Hahaha. Then dibah said something to me and i keep thinking about it, OMG. After that, i saw him and yes as usual =DD
Well, actually i wanna stay there but then i have to go jua. Besides i have to protect my eyes from looking at him that much. *sadar2 puasa, HAHAHA.
But kan, idont know lagi bila ea skulh, cos during this exam, drg bleh cuti and most probably, hes going to absent all the way he dont have any exam. Nvm then.

Oh, i hope this future sungkai, the food will be nyamam2, hahaha. And i want to go shooooppppiiingggg.. HAHAHA.

Okaylah, catch you later.
Byeeee.

least but not last.

happy fasting everyone. Hoping, this ramadhan would be better than last year and we can improved ourself to be a better person. Hey, not only for this ramadhan ya, HAHAHAHA. Guys, sorry if i've done wrong or whatsoever.

'org yg plg berbesar hati adalah org yg mahu memaafkan kesalahan org lain dgn ikhlas'

Been busy with everything. This week, to be exact on last monday, our big family was lost our beloved-kind-downhearted datu. Kmi smua rasa kehilangan.

Last thursday, i was sleep over at my grandparent house for the first time since then. Haha, atupun sal drg cznku suruh. We all bkumpul smua and guess what? Lelaki lg rmai dri bni2 , hahaha. Bni2 gnya 3 org wah, bygkn smua lelaki. Hahaha. Plg parah, kami na tidur smpai sahur. Kami becerita smbil mkn smpai pkul 3, hahaha. Tapi siuuuk cos this was the first time kami catu. Lgpun, czn kmi jauh pun ada, drg jrg trun kbrunei and kumpul sama kami, yatah kami bgmbr rmai trus. Siukkkkklaaaah. Hahaha. Tapi bsuknya kami bgun awal, kan pkul 11, HAHAHAHA. *naseb jua nini na bgunkn.

Huhuhu, aku rinduk kwn2ku yg lain. Zilah, kirah, ain, asfa, hakim, piee, dilah, matul and yg lain. *yg tesinggung ah yg na kana sbut, tlmpau bnyak yg ku rindu. Pokoknya kamu smualah =D

F, happy fasting =D (hahaha, mcm apa, ea na jua tau aku siapa)
Aku rindu si zafran and bilakh ea ani kn balik. When he come back or holiday, aku harap ea online.

For the rest fo ramadhan, our PS would be taken for tasmik al-quran. Alhamdulillah, i could spend my time there to continue my reading =)))

Apa krg bbu msak ntuk sungkai ah? Hmmm. Harap2 yg nyaman2 lh ah, hahahaha.

Till here first.
Bye and assalamualaikum.

love.

1st august, almost a year he has been there, in Japan.

Since he was gone, i feel really empty. He used to be with me sometimes before. He made me happy. He made me feel different and he made me fall in love.

But when he told me that he was going to leave Brunei for his scholarship, i was shock!!! berabisssss. And guess what? It is for 3 years, omg!!! I was really down at that time. I was afraid to lose him and now, still im afraid.

He havent said 'goodbye' to me =( ...
And oneday, my sist mimi told me that she met him. Itshocked me up!! And guess what? He asked abt me. He asked me to takecare. My sist said that he was like to say something but he didnt continue it and IWANT TO KNOWWWWW ='(((

Once, that night, i didnt want to go online. But my heart was gatal to go online, then i went. By the time i sign in, the first nick that i saw was his nick. I was like to pengsan. He was the one that i waiting for. Then, as i texted him. I was kajar2. I really2 miss him like crazy.

God, imiss him right now and im always missing him. Always. No one could stop me from missing him. No one!!!! How i wish i could tell him how much i miss him. I really want to text with him. I want to know how he is doing now. Yet, until now, we havent have any contact. Omg!

Missing si zafran.

Huhuhu.

missthem.

i just saw this pict.
... And i just realise that i miss them so muchh. Imiss dilah, piee, hakim, habib with their craziness. Imiss zilah, ain, kirah so much and imiss spending time with them and share our storyyy. How i wish i could turn back into tha past with them. Imiss the loud laugh, imiss when they keep annoyed me, imiss to treat them with swewt and newspaper, hahaha. Imiss their cares towards me. I miss when they were the one besides me when i was down. They are my friends. My crazy friends. My kind friends. My lovely friends. My beloved friends. And they are MY FRIENDSSSS. Imisssyouuu guysssss.

The picture was taken at my house. I miss that day cos we all were crazy that night. We laughed like there were nobody at home. Hahaha. God, imiss them waaah.

Catch you later.

a bit of everything.

*been busy with 3rd APR nowadays. So yeah, less active.

I saw him last months,
I saw him last week,
I saw him yesterday,
And now im hoping to see him, tomorrow.

Why is it hard to get to know about you? I can get your email or hp no bh myself actually but what do people going to say bout me? People may think that im desperate. Well, actually im not!!! Im just, why not we try? We never know what is going to be if we never want to try. Are we going to just stay, not doing something, just waiting, you think we are going to get what we want? I dont think so. Even theres a words saying ' if we aim for something, we have to go for it'. Yes, i know! Im a girl. But is it a big mistakes if we go first? What do you feel if, you dont do anything instead of just hoping, you never want to try neither find a way, then at the end, you just know that actually he/she likes you also, what do you feel? You must be saying like this ' eh syg, klau ku tau dari awal ... ' but something, regret comes behind. Heh, aku ada rasa malu x jua ah, but if we think back, its just a life wah. And i always remember my dad kata ' malu btmpat, klau buat slh bru malu' but now, am i doing wrong thing?

Huhh, what i supposed to do actually? Hahaha. I let it be first. If theres no way, then i will move ..

*god, this week, MD will be having many activities, huhu. Hope for the best for MD-ians =D

Catch you later.